Happy 5months Anniversary Dearest!!
From the moment you popped into my life,you showed me whats right..im so honoured to be yours and even more thankful that you're mine too..nth else seems to matter when im with you..i could just be like this forever,coz i want this special union that we had to last till eternity..
everytime when i felt lyk crumbling down,ur always thr rescuing me..i still remembered all the ridiculous things tht ive said and done to displease you..but its hard to believe that you could have endured and remained persistent till now..yes,i admit that i was wrong and im so so so sorry baby..forgive me?
other guys would have packed their bags and walked away from me but you,you didnt do that..it was with utmost pain and hurt that you had to go thru to get you where you were with me..i have failed you terribly so many times dear..i know that u were broken inside..and i tried to make it up to you..im just glad that u are always willing to give in to me each and every time..sometimes i wonder why am i being such an egocentric,self-centered and an unsympathetic gf to u?? sigh...
ive never felt like this before,this love that u've planted in me has got me coming for more..im hungry for your love,always have and always will..i just find it real hard to live without u..coz u mean the world to me syg and i will do the best that i can to make you see that this love that we shared will blossom into sth more beautiful in the near future..its jz amazing,so amzing syg..
i'll be all that u need baby,trust me yeah..i just wanna show you to the world..i gotta thank Allah swt for sending you to me..you know what?? your love is the reason why i believe..it felt lyk a reverie to me..yes,everything felt nothing else but a beautiful illusion..but no,this is what im living for right now..this is the real concrete world that im living in..
what a blessing it is to be loved syg..u made me whole dear,you make me see that there are sth in this world called love..before you came,i was blind.. i was the notorious sort.. i had too much freedom.. and i dont think of what i wanna do in the future..
but now,everything else changed..since you stepped into my heart,i felt like i was reborn..totally a new person..im amazed by such power that you possessed over me.. and thats undeniably fascinating considering the fact that i became someone who is more matured,incredibly sensible as well as little bit more sensitive towards others' thoughts and feelings.. :)
i dont mind what the future brings..coz i noe that ur gonna be by my side and we're going thru it all hand-in-hand..im just afraid that you would slip off my hands one day..but i firmly believe sth so absurd lyk that is not gonna happen thanks to the endless assurance you've manisfested in me..and i trust u dear,whole heartedly...
There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets.. Ive been looking for u all of my life and i see my soul wen i look in your eyes..you take my breadth away,love..Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that takes you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me baby..thats how special you are to me..
i cant get you out of tht place in my mind.. u make my temprature rise,do u noe tht baby?? ur one hawt papi culo!! haha..my papa bear..my father penguin.. my ayah..my syg.. my honey..my dearest.. and my baby manje!! hehehe..muacks!! :)
It's been 5 months and my love for you has grown so much already, I can't imagine what it will be like after 7-8 months or even a year.. I love the way you hold me close like you never want to let me g0..When I feel cold, the warmest place to go is into our world, filled with cuddles, kisses, deep conversations, eye contact, touching and BUTTERFLIES! hehehe..
I LOVE YOU MUHD REDZMAN BIN OMAR!!
muackssssssss!!!
:)
<3!<3!<3!
with love,
shark.